murmurs

remember the time you left
that sting i felt
inside my heart
and i feel like it is hollow
never to be filled again

but i remember
how i punched you after
you declared i wasn't
worth it

like shit i wasn't
and it felt good
to do that
and the stunned expression
making me smile

so i hope
you pathetic little shit
that you feel what i felt

exams

exams have me stressed. i just want to get over with them and stop worrying.

the truth

She lived in a lush fantasy hole, 
and then the weeds started to grow; 
so she went out to pluck them out, 
and instead, 
got swallowed whole.

drowning

I'm drowning. Drowning in the deep darkness. The words floating around me are lashing at me, leaving me in pain that I can't feel.

My lips feel cold. I can't pry them open. It's like someone chopped them off and tossed them in the dark abyss.

My hands feel numb. My legs feel numb. My whole body feels numb. Everything feels numb.

Why?

I get pulled down. Deeper into the vast darkness. Everything is so...dark. And cold, and lonely. 

It feels like sharp talons are clawing at me but for some reason I can't feel the pain.

But it hurts. My chest that is. I don't know how can it when I can't feel /any/ pain and everything is numb.

What's wrong with me?