drowning

I'm drowning. Drowning in the deep darkness. The words floating around me are lashing at me, leaving me in pain that I can't feel.

My lips feel cold. I can't pry them open. It's like someone chopped them off and tossed them in the dark abyss.

My hands feel numb. My legs feel numb. My whole body feels numb. Everything feels numb.

Why?

I get pulled down. Deeper into the vast darkness. Everything is so...dark. And cold, and lonely. 

It feels like sharp talons are clawing at me but for some reason I can't feel the pain.

But it hurts. My chest that is. I don't know how can it when I can't feel /any/ pain and everything is numb.

What's wrong with me?